Monday, October 24, 2011 x 1:13 AM
I need to put an end to this.
Don't know what to blog about now seriously. Been doing really stupid things these few days, this week especially. Last week I put my shoes on then realised I had socks in my hand. And I was leaving the MRT station took out my wallet realised I needed to call someone then pulled out my phone and tapped the MRT card reader thing with my handphone repeatedly wtf.
Been too distracted but that's not the problem now.
Lots of stuff I gotta say don't know where to say it :( But I don't want people to think i'm AA which is frankly speaking really retarded because you gotta learn to be content with what you have and not act in a certain way specially so you will get noticed.
I know, I'm getting back promo results tmr and frankly I don't know if that's why I can't sleep or is it because I am a bloody retarded freak who knows that I have to do my bio tutorial sooner or later but still trying mindlessly to postpone what I gotta do.
And that other thing I gotta do.
But really, when life gives you lemons, make lemon juice. Okay just googled the quote and realised its lemonade. Honestly though is it really that simple all the time? Why can't there always be an undo button so you can rewind to something stupid you've done and erase it or plan another course of action?
Nah okay going to chill now.
Promos nia.
Worst comes to worst; go 7th floor walk around and emo nia.
Nah I don't think its promos now that I really think about it. Gotta do something before I regret it. But its not the easiest thing to do. Especially when the fear that I could screw up and its the end good try bbbbbbbb take care though :)
Shit i'm getting hungry eating a shit load lately but not
Oh shit who am I kidding.
Labels: Life
Sunday, October 9, 2011 x 1:29 AM
exams over and i haven't blogged in ages.
Its procrastination isn't it.
I have no idea I told myself I would blog after I made my video montage on what I can bboy so far. (OR) And when I finished making my timetable. (OR) And when I finished resolving what I want to do in life.
But I think now really it's because I don't have much to say on my blog anymore :(
Especially since im starting to feel its really awkward talking about how i feel about a certain someone when people who read this blog know who exactly im talking about (or even know them personally).
(sorry to the not-in-this-section-readers haha!)
And that I really don't know what I want to do in life and even if I did, I don't want to sound all indecisive when I keep changing that.
But for now I just want to improve myself, finish up this timetable whether or not I finish it (which i want to because there are some things I can only do now and i have to accomplish before youth passes by).
And I really need to talk to
her.. Even in my dreams
she pops up.. that's how epic i am :(
And improve myself not just so that I will have "a better future", but so that
she (or whoever in the future) will like me better.
and to my dear girl(space)friend, please don't give up on yourself that easily you're stronger than that. Read these websites you might get inspired like I did :)
http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/07/07/extinction-burst/#more-691http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/10/27/procrastination/#more-922Anyway like I mentioned somewhere earlier, I think I haven't been blogging because I don't know if blogging anything I want to blog now is appropriate but it'll probably be reflective of the person I was when I'm older. Older me if you read this I hope you are an awesome cool guy who's still in love with that same awesome person :)
OMG my brother was being real retarded today and sent me this text message:
Sally had no money, she was hungry but she had a bunny so she ate it to stay alive:(
By my dear awesome brother xP
Haha yea then we were making up retarded raps and songs using tunes and lyrics of mainstream pop :) Hahaha xD I think that the way me and my brother interact is much much different from how other brothers do. We didn't even game together that much when we were younger and stuff hmm but ohwell our way of doing things is just as awe-freaking-some :)
How weird is it that I'm talking to jr now and later he's gonna read this!
ANYWAYS xP okay i'll end it here and try to blog more. Should make something happen soon :) bye!
Labels: Life