Sunday, January 22, 2012 x 9:59 AM


Sorry haven't been blogging..

Well not here anyways I've moved! Kinda. I'll leave this here though cant believe I've had 631 posts on this blog already..

Happy chinese new year everyone!

And for those who're interested the link is novelmemoria.wordpress.com

Good things come to an end, but doesn't mean they can't start again (;

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Saturday, December 24, 2011 x 6:25 PM


Blogging on the train ride home sozzzzz :(

Crashed right away once I got home yesterday headache madness much :/ head was throbbing quite badly didn't feel the will to open my eyes -.- lol I had half an eye open while walking home yesterday. It was quite bad really. Considering each time I rowed 500m I would lie on the pontoon and try to space out cos my headache was there. ;<

Didn't feel any better after yesterday's epic battle with the headache but I went for dance today anyway because I knew it would be power move bboy workshops; wouldn't miss that for the world. Shoulder tracks apparently. And boy do they look easy and hard at the same time.

K I'll finish my post later not feeling fab again :///

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Friday, December 23, 2011 x 7:33 AM


Been watching city hunter. Ep 3 so far and I still am quite pissed with the development of the show. Doesn't make sense why the father dude couldn't take revenge himself, why the dumb woman waltz in front of the guerilla holding lotsa big guns and kids who wouldn't collect welfare because they didn't want to seem as beggars. And the main female lead isn't THAT pretty. But still interesting because unlike predictable shows I can't predict what'll happen next.

Been so tired I think it's bad for health. No, really. Slept on the sofa last night and I'm on my way to training right now. Don't know if it's the blisters but I'm not looking forward to training at all.. Ahah but I'll see Lesmana later yayy haha he's back from the states for like 7 hours (:

Stupid just watched 2 ladies squabble on the train. Normally I'd be like "tsk, Singaporeans" but this time they were fighting in Chinese and one scolded the other one smth like dya want the whole train to know you're from china smth like that. I'm not abt to point fingers since I don't exactly know who's in the wrong.. But why can't everyone just chill and take a step back, isolate yourself from the incident and you won't feel sad or angry just deal with what life gets you right.

http://morethanastance.com/ check this out some bboy magazine thingy with video footage and interviews of actual bboys how cool is that :p

Why can't people share my sentiment about spontaneity );

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Thursday, December 22, 2011 x 10:45 AM


Decided I'll be blogging everyday now on my first train ride to wherever. Yay I just found a blogskin that's nice maybe I'll change it when I find a time to. Got home at like 12.30 yesterday night freaking tired even now ): day before went as follows: woke at 6.30 rowed 5km (that's a record for me) in my Boris (my canoe) from 8-11 then had a 5km run on some trail in MacRitchie, ate once in school, showered, ate second time in j8, played pool at Rayner's house and then over to dance classes. Which was firstly sweeps into freezes, then power moves (swipes, windmills flares). And ended at 11.30.

Never been so tired in a while maybe I'll burn out soon heh who knows. I was so tired I was seeing stars on my way home lol. But I still wanna learn power moves they are oh so cool. :p

Heading over to school now cos there's a breaking session and even though I'm really tired hope I'll gain smth out of it. I really should get to studying though. Ah think about that later. Hmm just got some inspiration maybe I'll add threading side freezes into my arsenal (:

Haiz just changed a train thinking about whether I'm just tired or do I really have a bad hair day. It's at times like this I wanna gel my hair up so badly because when you gel your hair it's permanently stuck in a spot so it'll always be the way you want it. Nah think I can deal with it. Breaking'll make me sweat madness later on anyways.

HAHA I should totally upload pictures or videos maybe I will later (: kthxbye gonna try let my brain rest for a bit :p

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Wednesday, December 21, 2011 x 6:57 AM


Felt like blogging long ago but been too tired and have been procrastinating by telling myself it's k I'll make the next one grand along with a new skin but it never came and feeling kinda bad about it :( so I shall blog to make myself feel less guilty today ahah :D k I'll really try to fix my skin by this week won't promise today because today's class is bboy advanced and it drags till really late (past 12 when I get home) so no promises. Keep your fingers crossed though ahah ((:

So like I've been saying I've signed up for dance classes on well everyday at this awesome place called Natasha Studio. Because well basically because I want to get better at breaking and I've probably hit a plateau (or long ago) for improvement from just learning off YouTube alone. The instructors there are really nice >;] ahah feel like I'm advertising; I'm actually learning my foundations right now which is totally cool as well as being able to join advanced power classes (because I'm so powerful muahaha) haha no but really because I can keep up as I've had some experience as well as because I started out doing strength based freezes and power moves (unlocked shoulder freezes and crickets) its not that hard after all (:

also locking is super funnn but so hard haha wouldn't tell people I can lock as of yet though. :p

Did I mention I'm blogging this since 6.45am on my iPad while traveling to Macritchie for canoeing? Ahah I must be really bored ((:

Haha anyways I'm deciding to continue with bboy classes even when school starts till either May or June. Those who know me better might know why I've been trying so hard but sometimes even I don't understand myself so let's leave it as that.

Did CIP yesterday found it rather fun for CIP but don't think it was so for the people I did it with (all girls don't ask me why) I'm supposing they find it quite traumatizing (: hahah. Something to do with helping to facilitate (and clean up after) a christmas party at a children's home. Don't get me wrong I have nothing against the children there I just find it really sad that some of them are so pessimistic who wouldn't try to enjoy anything performed for them and just complain how noisy it was and emo about life. *getting off train at marymount*

Ok sidetracking I don't feel normal today I just said thank you to the card reader while tapping my card and having the security guard look at me weirdly for a while.

But yeah about the children, they are maddddddd haha always running around and screaming and some not being able to maintain conversation. Which is problematic. But kids are kids gotta try to love them for that. Or at least try to be patient. Something like that haha (:

Hope that I'll ever get close to some of the breakers I meet it's weird how I think some of them don't like me because well waddaya know I'm from ri. Plus they have their own cliques within the people who go for breaking classes too. Gonna be harder but for now think I'll make do with the current breaking community in school :p.

Ok I'll try to change my blogskins by this week okay reached Macritchie alr better off this before my teacher says something :p until next time thanks for your loyal support reading :>

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Monday, October 24, 2011 x 1:13 AM


I need to put an end to this.

Don't know what to blog about now seriously. Been doing really stupid things these few days, this week especially. Last week I put my shoes on then realised I had socks in my hand. And I was leaving the MRT station took out my wallet realised I needed to call someone then pulled out my phone and tapped the MRT card reader thing with my handphone repeatedly wtf.

Been too distracted but that's not the problem now.

Lots of stuff I gotta say don't know where to say it :( But I don't want people to think i'm AA which is frankly speaking really retarded because you gotta learn to be content with what you have and not act in a certain way specially so you will get noticed.

I know, I'm getting back promo results tmr and frankly I don't know if that's why I can't sleep or is it because I am a bloody retarded freak who knows that I have to do my bio tutorial sooner or later but still trying mindlessly to postpone what I gotta do.

And that other thing I gotta do.

But really, when life gives you lemons, make lemon juice. Okay just googled the quote and realised its lemonade. Honestly though is it really that simple all the time? Why can't there always be an undo button so you can rewind to something stupid you've done and erase it or plan another course of action?

Nah okay going to chill now.

Promos nia.

Worst comes to worst; go 7th floor walk around and emo nia.

Nah I don't think its promos now that I really think about it. Gotta do something before I regret it. But its not the easiest thing to do. Especially when the fear that I could screw up and its the end good try bbbbbbbb take care though :)


Shit i'm getting hungry eating a shit load lately but not

Oh shit who am I kidding.

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Sunday, October 9, 2011 x 1:29 AM


exams over and i haven't blogged in ages.

Its procrastination isn't it.

I have no idea I told myself I would blog after I made my video montage on what I can bboy so far. (OR) And when I finished making my timetable. (OR) And when I finished resolving what I want to do in life.

But I think now really it's because I don't have much to say on my blog anymore :(

Especially since im starting to feel its really awkward talking about how i feel about a certain someone when people who read this blog know who exactly im talking about (or even know them personally).
(sorry to the not-in-this-section-readers haha!)

And that I really don't know what I want to do in life and even if I did, I don't want to sound all indecisive when I keep changing that.

But for now I just want to improve myself, finish up this timetable whether or not I finish it (which i want to because there are some things I can only do now and i have to accomplish before youth passes by).

And I really need to talk to her.. Even in my dreams she pops up.. that's how epic i am :(

And improve myself not just so that I will have "a better future", but so that she (or whoever in the future) will like me better.

and to my dear girl(space)friend, please don't give up on yourself that easily you're stronger than that. Read these websites you might get inspired like I did :)
http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/07/07/extinction-burst/#more-691
http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/10/27/procrastination/#more-922

Anyway like I mentioned somewhere earlier, I think I haven't been blogging because I don't know if blogging anything I want to blog now is appropriate but it'll probably be reflective of the person I was when I'm older. Older me if you read this I hope you are an awesome cool guy who's still in love with that same awesome person :)

OMG my brother was being real retarded today and sent me this text message:
Sally had no money, she was hungry but she had a bunny so she ate it to stay alive:(

By my dear awesome brother xP

Haha yea then we were making up retarded raps and songs using tunes and lyrics of mainstream pop :) Hahaha xD I think that the way me and my brother interact is much much different from how other brothers do. We didn't even game together that much when we were younger and stuff hmm but ohwell our way of doing things is just as awe-freaking-some :)

How weird is it that I'm talking to jr now and later he's gonna read this!

ANYWAYS xP okay i'll end it here and try to blog more. Should make something happen soon :) bye!

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Monday, September 26, 2011 x 7:07 PM


First time I cried watching an episode of smth in a damn long time. Chuck Season 3 Episode 18. :(

Heartburst? or some word like that D:

EDIT: Heartfelt? :(

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Tuesday, September 20, 2011 x 8:03 PM


Reminder to self:

http://www.bboy.org/t-stunna

Re-watch and get inspired kthxbai study chem ;)

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Sunday, September 18, 2011 x 8:11 PM


Studying. Well supposed to be. Actually I feel pretty good about myself already. Even though I've still be LoL-ing. And going downstairs to break (Think i'm getting my windmills they are a lot better now)

But still not being as productive as I wish I could be.

Was looking through the pictures I took for Lesmana before he left earlier and felt a mix of loneliness, sadness, breathlessness and nostalgia. It's still so sad that he left ;( And I only get to msn him which happens at unearthly hours everyday.

Song that's playing right now BEAUTIFUL MONSTER - NE-YO haha! ;)

"I'm turned on, but scared of youuuuuuuuuuu~"

Yes i shall get back to studying blog another time. Till next time EVERYONE JY FOR PW!!!!

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Sunday, September 11, 2011 x 10:19 PM


Today was productive. At least until I got home. Studied the whole day as i was out and went gym before coming home but i've wasted around 1 hour on the comp now x( freak this.

Suddenly super high on dancing someone save me!!

Post my footwork videos after promos!!!!

AND I MISS CANOEING TRAINING SO BAD LOL SOMEONE SAVE ME

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Sunday, September 4, 2011 x 5:20 PM


Hah okay finally blogging about the day before now! 2nd Sept the day off from school because of teachers' day :) I LOVE YOU TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!! Oh umms anyway day off went kite-flying in the morning with my cousins! Haha I stil don't see why kite-flying is so fun tbh. But it's kinda entertaining I guess. I am officially a master at flying a kite while lying down!!! The irritating part is when the kites get entangled and we pray the kites don't fall from the sky x(

Then I got sunburnt (what's the surprise really) -.-. Plus I woke up with a neckache which lasted the whole freaking day.

Which then affected the bboy session afterward with the breakers from school! A little bit at the very least. Still aching from then but I feel good about it ;) New stuff I learnt includes threading to handstand ;) I should totally try getting handhops now then I actually have a half-decent set for a battle or for choreo xP

Ums what else? Oh yes I think my confidence/courage level rockets sky high when I have friends around me I tried front flip and landed on my feet but nearly onto my butt (so that was kinda dangerous) then my calf nerves were going all springy until like 10 minutes later. And I think I mastered coin drop hahaha :P But my windmills are going nowhere x(

Also got better with my freeze transitions though I think there's smth fundamentally wrong with my baby freeze. Got quite inspired to do better cooler toprocking and watched the pro breakers at the esplanade go! Holy shit this is the first time in the blog post im mentioning this. Yupppp I was breaking at the Esplanade!!!! With umms mostly J2s, Mike, Ye Oon, Luke, Justin (j2 one), Wilbert, as well as Duke and Lin Li (j1s!) :P

Omg esplanade is hella fun esp when you see lots of random peeps just STOP AND STARE (literally) xP

Really want to learn flips though I don't know how to go about it ;(

And the breakers are really cool people lots of them just come over and shake everyone's hand to acknowledge the fellow breaker's presence ;) And they are really good too! To the point where I can't even list some of the moves they do because they came out with it like this one guy did a UFO with his legs between his legs which was totally new and never-before-seen even though my extensive youtubing!

Lots my crickets though ;( but it's okay I can re-learn it! And I think dark hammers are way cooler so I'll work on that first ;)

OKAY after my bboying ranting ;) I'm currently on operation HOLLOWBACK where I finish my work and still learn dance while still be able to play LoL so I'm learning to maximise my time ;) Finished Math Self-Check for chapters 1-3 so yay if anyone needs to borrow just ask xP. Okay going out for dinner now :)

P.S. Yeah I want to learn Hollowback too xP

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Thursday, September 1, 2011 x 8:26 PM




Just clarification. This is canoeing. And super sick ones at that omg hahahaha wtf.

Headstands are starting to feel good. xP

New add-on to my mentality. To live with spontaneity.

Okay after dinner math tut 1 and bio notes let's go ;)!

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Wednesday, August 31, 2011 x 11:50 PM


Operation __________ can't start because owner isn't here yet..

Teachers' Day is tomorrow :) Happy Teachers' Day love all the teachers that have ever taught me xP The most noble and underpaid job possible in Singapore imho! Everything'll be okay just pray harder for a raise for all teachers!!!!

How do you create a mixtape.... ?!@!#$

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Sunday, August 28, 2011 x 11:05 AM


New mentality in life: WILL BLOG ABOUT IT IF IT WORKS.

For now, trying to do chem then EoM by today ;)

Feeling slightly better by myself but feel disappointed each time I realise I've been sidetracking off to youtube grrr..



Tutting has never been so sharp before..

Must must must do work alreadyyy ;(

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Thursday, August 25, 2011 x 9:36 PM


Long since I blogged. :(

Lots on my mind.

For one I keep falling asleep way too early because I just get really sleepy at this time (it's freaking only 9:36PM), but today I swear ima finish packing my bag at least.

Oh wait I have chem consult tmr I gotta sort out some more chem first!

And okay anyway to the crux of the blogpost..

After lots of mental debating with myself I cannot even decide for myself what I want.

It all started with this. If you recall an earlier blogpost showing the trailer of "The Art of Getting By", I might've also posted the one about "Stupid Crazy Love".

The trailers both really make me wanna watch but it's kinda promos period so it'll be hard to get people. Let alone someone who wants to watch a romcom.

Okay you can assume what I thought about then. Like who I wanted to ask.

Then, I freaking got really confused.

Maybe blogging does help me to understand my own feelings.. Felt like I had an epiphany back there. But seriously, just a suggestion to everyone who's reading this.. Start writing about your own thoughts and feelings and you might actually feel better or realise what you truly want :)

Okays so back from sidetracking, so I got really confused right, about my true feelings and feeling stressed out over studies yet I was still doing (what I think was quite minimal compared to what I could be doing so pretty much) nothing much about it. I have no idea how long I procrastinated my EoM and I can't even imagine to think of the lousy reasons i did. :/

ANYWAY POINT BEING, I think deep down inside I always knew. I'm actually sort of a perfectionist I guess. But I guess I'm kinda realistic though I call myself one. I mean to be totally honest (well that's just being me but still), I knew it was impractical to aim for straight 'A's for promo results. (which isn't impossible if I worked for it I think but still) so I was aiming like A for math, B for chem (because I really didn't want to disappoint my chem teacher who is really good) and I don't really care about the rest so long as I can average C it.

How else am I a perfectionist? I'm constantly trying to do (or well, learn) break dance moves which are outta my league (well, not really but they are really hard) to learn hoping that maybe my body will react instinctively and twist so I would get it easy. But no that never happens.

Same reason as above, I'm afraid that the true reason I think I'm into her is because I'm in love with trying to get unattainable things yet I'm too afraid to do anyrhing about it.

(So I fell asleep here wth alarm rang went back to sleep -.-)

So I think it's because I'm scared of failing that my body has conditioned itself to switch off when I try to study. It's because I'm scared of failing that I don't really dare to talk to her.

It's because I can't understand whether I like her or I like trying to get what's unattainable or that I'm just afraid of talking to her that I don't dare to talk to her.

This is confusing me ttm -.-

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Thursday, August 18, 2011 x 12:01 AM




HAHA BEFORE I FORGET :)

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Wednesday, August 17, 2011 x 11:33 PM


Omg it's damn scary how I think how time flies.

I was just stalking some pictures from some other canoe guy and wondering why we all looked so young when it was like April..

Is it just because we are buffing up?

Or have we really grown up together as a team?

I like how time is passing so fast there's not even time to reminisce. (Omg learnt a new word :))

Don't take drugs!!!!!

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Tuesday, August 16, 2011 x 9:09 PM


Okay firstly.

The bboy tut I've just watched comes off a Youtube user with the name AngeloPinoy.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Secondly,



This picture is called "One Moment"

Omg really? Wts hahahaha!

Dragonica's not working so I figure I'll do math since you probably were too!

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Monday, August 15, 2011 x 11:50 PM


3 videos in a row today :)


"Only those who listen can hear."
Daniel Cloud Campos. Officially my favourite choreographer for making music for dance; and making that dance with the music!

Next,

Omgosh I am freaking loving this song right now. Thank you so much for making my day yesterday :)

Lastly,

Don't think I've shown this here before. Song is LP & JC - The humblest start (from the StreetDance 3D Soundtrack). George Sampson is super cool too I just got my motivations I think I'll attempt backflips again after more training. Right after I get my chair freeze right :)

TIME TO GET MOTIVATED!!!!! Omg still on my EoM haha! And an evil person STILL HASNT COME ONLINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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