Sunday, October 9, 2011 x 1:29 AM

exams over and i haven't blogged in ages.

Its procrastination isn't it.

I have no idea I told myself I would blog after I made my video montage on what I can bboy so far. (OR) And when I finished making my timetable. (OR) And when I finished resolving what I want to do in life.

But I think now really it's because I don't have much to say on my blog anymore :(

Especially since im starting to feel its really awkward talking about how i feel about a certain someone when people who read this blog know who exactly im talking about (or even know them personally).
(sorry to the not-in-this-section-readers haha!)

And that I really don't know what I want to do in life and even if I did, I don't want to sound all indecisive when I keep changing that.

But for now I just want to improve myself, finish up this timetable whether or not I finish it (which i want to because there are some things I can only do now and i have to accomplish before youth passes by).

And I really need to talk to her.. Even in my dreams she pops up.. that's how epic i am :(

And improve myself not just so that I will have "a better future", but so that she (or whoever in the future) will like me better.

and to my dear girl(space)friend, please don't give up on yourself that easily you're stronger than that. Read these websites you might get inspired like I did :)
http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/07/07/extinction-burst/#more-691
http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/10/27/procrastination/#more-922

Anyway like I mentioned somewhere earlier, I think I haven't been blogging because I don't know if blogging anything I want to blog now is appropriate but it'll probably be reflective of the person I was when I'm older. Older me if you read this I hope you are an awesome cool guy who's still in love with that same awesome person :)

OMG my brother was being real retarded today and sent me this text message:

Sally had no money, she was hungry but she had a bunny so she ate it to stay alive:(

By my dear awesome brother xP

Haha yea then we were making up retarded raps and songs using tunes and lyrics of mainstream pop :) Hahaha xD I think that the way me and my brother interact is much much different from how other brothers do. We didn't even game together that much when we were younger and stuff hmm but ohwell our way of doing things is just as awe-freaking-some :)

How weird is it that I'm talking to jr now and later he's gonna read this!

ANYWAYS xP okay i'll end it here and try to blog more. Should make something happen soon :) bye!

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